I take my friendships seriously so once people break my trust I’ll
not going to look back. I just hate two-faced people, like seriously hate it. I
can’t stand watching them treat me like an angel in front of me but act like a
satan, or maybe worse than that, at my back.
It might sounds funny or nonsense or crazy to you but I do
have a little respect for those people who talk bad about me in front of me
than those people who talk bad at my back. And when I say a little, it’s really
a little; little than money in your pocket.
However I don’t look this thing from one side. I mean in this
life, whatever you do, regardless you like it or you hate it to the moon and
back, there’s must at least one or two benefits you can get to your own self. In this situation, I realized that these fake people
actually give some advantages to me.
First:
As I am so good at being food commentator, I am actually also
have this secret talent at being good at judging a person’s acting, especially
when they lie. I don’t know if it’s only me but looking at how they manage to
keep that facial expression straight to me, which really different when they’re
at my back really impressed me. Too bad, it’s still lying. So it’s a nope from me
(simon cowell’s voice).
Second:
Everyone knows you can’t run from living in stress and frustration once you step your feet into a college life. That’s why I
decided to take these people to be my clowns as my daily entertainment,
watching them acting akasia in front of me. Well who’s crueller now?
It’s not hard to pretend like you don’t give a fuck about
something but for sure you’ll overthink it later. Everyone overthinks at
something they try to ignore and forget and that’s how people build their own
depression.
I don’t need fake people in my life as it disgusts me a lot
to share the same oxygen with them. If you still want to breathe, go make your
own fake oxygen.
7 billion people 14 billion faces.
Sometimes people being good in front of you as in sebab nak jaga hati. Tapi bila dah mengata belakang tu bukan jaga hati, menyakitkan hati ada la. -.-"
ReplyDeleteBut we're humans. So paham-paham je la. Haha