Something Insignificant

I’m currently doing my internship in Hospital Sultan Abdul Halim, Kedah. Before you misunderstand anything, I’m actually taking Diploma of Networking Support (IT) instead of medic. I loved biology but I guess we don’t have so much chemistry to each other so I moved on to IT. Why should we wait for something that’s not fated for us? Maybe we live in that we-accept-the-love-we-think-we-deserve way too much. Okay move on.

Working in the hospital area has realized me lots of things. From the moment you park your car in the early morning to punch your card into the punch card machine in the evening. What can I say, I learn a lot.

Since I started my internship on the 1^st of December 2014 (which will be end on this April where a day feel like a year I swear!) I start to appreciate my health even more. The fact that we always forget how priceless our health is now has utterly opened my eyes. But too bad, in the moment we care so much of our own, we forget about the people around us, especially our loved ones.

I have seen many kinds of illness and pain endured by these patients albeit I’m not the doctor myself. I’m honestly don’t like watching them waiting for their turn to meet the doctor or to take their medicines as they have to wait for their numbers to appear on the screen board. Their faces obviously show how weak they are and for those people who accompany them, I can see the word ‘tedious’ on their foreheads as if written there. I just hope everyone gets to see the doctor as soon as they arrived without having to wait for their turn but that’s just not make sense.

We only start to appreciate our health once we got sick. We tend to do something bad to our health (smoking, eat a lot of junk foods, less exercise) with so many unaffiliated reasons. The point is, let’s live in a healthy way and try to avoid the negative vibes. Never let a thing ruins your day and stresses you out. As I remind this to all of you, I remind this to my own self as well.

Smoker

I can’t deny the fact that life as a college student really makes you stress and sometimes you feel like you just wanna give up on everything. Assignment, quiz and test sometimes are being your breakfast, lunch and dinner and I still try to get used with that. Problems are like dessert to make your life messier.

However to be honest I can’t deal with this one kind of shit that comes and try to ruin my life here.

SMOKER.

Before you get me wrong, let me tell you I don't hate or avoiding being friend with people who are smoking. No. But seriously have you ever thought about non-smokers around you whenever you smoke on this earth?

Maybe you’ll be like “alaa aku hisap rokok ni bukan aku hembus asap rokok ni kat muka kau pun”

Yes that smoke from your mouth and nose and from that stupid cigarettes was breathe out and fly back to your lubang hidung. Not mine, not people around you.

Not saying you’re not educated (or I can simply say ‘stupid’) but I guess you already knew that people around a smoker manage to get cancer lungs, heart etc.  more than a smoker himself. But why still bother to smoke around non-smokers?

Come on please please please respect people who don’t smoking.  At least show to people you still have brain instead of showing to people you have invincible lungs. Thanks.

Oh btw I’m not a smoker because I’m not that kind of people who do bad to their body.

Relationship

I'm getting used with my friends who always talk about their relationship to me. I'm not the one who terhegeh-hegeh or become a love reporter by asking "macam mana kau dengan dia?", "last korang jumpa bila?", "dia still nak kat kau yang muka poyo ni ke?" (HAHA) but I don't know maybe I'm a good listener kot (eceh)



To be honest I really don't mind if you want to tell me about your relationship, honeymoon, drama whatever because adat bercinta everything looks so sweet even though sometimes gaduh-gaduh manja yang kalau other people tengok pun rasa nak muntah hijau but still it's one of the concepts of adat bercinta kan.

However I don't think you should tell it to the whole universe about your relationship unless you're having a relationship with emma watson or jennifer lawrence. Some people maybe look so cool giving advice these and that but you've no idea how their hearts speak because not everyone happy with what you do, even if you just breathe. Some people will pretend to care just so they can get a better seat to watch your struggle. Every helping hand isn't always there to help.



What my point here is just beware with whom you share your stories because there're more people who love to see you suffer than being happy.